ساحل من..قطره ایی دریا

از شبنم عشق...خاک آدم گل شد...

My World Is Gone ...!!!
ساعت ۱٢:۱۸ ‎ق.ظ روز سه‌شنبه ٦ اردیبهشت ۱۳۸٤  

Cruel World ----> Our Cruel World

i see you in the mirror again .. yes it;s you again standing here ,,eyes to eyes ,,, heart to heart maybe ,,,why you close you eyes ? hey ,, are you alive ? i know ...open your eyes to me ,,i know your alive ,,i know you are so diehard .. so open your eyes and let me see your heart ...oh .. what happen in back of your mask ? what's going on ? you're too sick ,, tired ,,stolid and sad ..

what are you doing to yourself ? you want to die ? it's not the way you want ,,, it's not true .. it's not real .. every time i say to you but you never listen to me ,, never ..even when you are in the mirror ..even when you going to die ..even when you are going to kill both of us .. do you remember ? i said to you everything ...days and days before .. month and month before .. and maybe years before ...do you remember my words ? i know you remember ,,

so i tell you again ..i aim you again .. i help you again if you want ..listen to me honey ...the world that you seek about it ;is not existence ..you must belief me .. this time you must..you think that you find your world ,, your beauty world ..you think that you reach the felicity .. but i always warn to you ..i always know that you are going wrong ...

do you see ? the most beautiful world that you composed ;wracked and desolated in few second...do you remember yourself ?

now your world is gone ..so what about your cry ? what about your moan ? what about your chant ? what about your waste times? and finally what about your love ? all the fake you take ' what diffrence did you make ?

listen to me ..come back to the real cruel world .. back and be brutal ..back and do brutality ..back and kill .. kill everyone who kill you ...back and sink in your dirt world .. back and never think to fly .. belief that your bird is die ..belief that ' there is no bird in your sky ..belief that you are alone in the sea .. this time plz belief me ..

i see something in your lips ... some movement.. you want to say something to me ,, i know again ,,i know all of you .. and i know what you want to say ..

this time like everytime i see you in the mirror you want to say : .. i bite my tongue ' trying not to shoot back ... no compromise ' my heart won't pump the other way ........!!!